We Constantly Loose People in Our Lives

We constantly loose people in our lives, friends, lovers and even family. It is a sad reality that we must accept. A reality that will give you pain. A reality that brings you to the realm of sadness and loneliness. It would take weeks, months and even years to forget especially if it has caused you so much damage. 

I have lost and I have been hurt. I have felt this constantly. The feeling of rejection and pain. The pangs of self pity. The filth and the emptiness that eats your heart slowly. The constant depression that you are trying to fight. The feeling of no purpose. Having your own world and having no one to hold on through the pain. Wanting to have locked yourself and do nothing, just lying in your bed and hear the thwart of the empty walls. A forced smile that nobody reckons. It is hard. 

Yes it is hard but I tell you it won't kill you. It will end soon and will make you learned, wise and grateful hopefully and not harden you.

Why do these things happen? Because it is meant so that we will have better lives, better relationships, better personalities and to see who would remain by your side. We loose people because we need to learn to ask forgiveness and to forgive. These people may come to our lives and try to enter it again. To learn moving on and letting go, accepting the fact that they are never coming back. To learn about love, faith, loyalty and friendship. And we loose them because God has other plans for you, a better plan. A plan that we don't understand now but will serve its purpose tomorrow.

But for those who have constantly stayed and giving unconditional love and support, we owe them thank you. A dedication of gratitude no matter how small and big is more than enough. =)